(explicit!) porn & money

chicken & dumplings, fruit salad, vanilla wafer banana pudding, water

All up & around my parents' house. Flashing back and forth between:

Me going though my pockets, work apron, and drawers up in my old bedroom, counting my money. I feel like I'm really short of cash, but as I search I find all sorts of money. Sixty bucks hidden in my apron, I remember I put it there for rainy days. A hundred dollar bill stashed on top of a dresser in the closet. I go from nearly no cash to a couple hundred dollars once it's all counted up

and

In my brother's old room, but more like it is now. I have an old stereo sort of thing, but it also has a television screen mounted in it. I'm watching porn-- straight porn-- on this thing, trying to keep the volume quiet so no one hears. It's an old tape that I'd forgotten I had. Did I find it hidden here? Did I bring it with me? I watch some, realize the clip I REALLY want to see is earlier in the tape, I rewind, and again and again. It's all heavy sort of bukkake stuff, but only with one or two guys. One guy in particular has a really giant penis. I'm aware of him as a porn star. It cuts to a close up of him eating a woman out, but her pussy is actually a woman's mouth, with lipstick, it sort of twitches like someone trying to keep from smiling. Next to it or sometimes maybe coming out from between the lips is a bump, like the end of a nose. (The clit?) He very insincerely strokes all of this with his tounge, very dryly and sort of off to the side, so the camera can see. During all of this, I occasionally enter the porn studio, sometimes I am back in my brother's room. I'm masturbating furiously, but none of the clips last long enough, and they're always over right when I'm coming up on getting off. When they end, I always immediately lose my erection & have to start all over.